Balik Zar..Balik !!

"Balik Zar.. Balik !!" kata En Ibrahim...

when I said K Long had called me to hantar abah to the hospital for his fisio this Thursday...

"Tapi saya ada meeting rabu tuh..kalau nak balik kene malam..balik sorang2..err..." antara alasan yg aku cuba nyatakan.

"Mcm tuhla anak yg duduk jauh...ada jer alasan..kecik sgt...dulu..masa awak kecik..nyamuk tuh pon ayah awak marah..kalau gigit anak dier..n bla..bla.."

huhu..bermulalah sessi kemarahan En Ibrahim..he like a father to me here..apa yg dia cakap, is luahan hati dier sebagai seorang ayah..hehe...n believe me..he still marah at me rite now pasal beralasan utk balik ke kg...walau pun sejak pagi lg zar dah ckp kat K Long...

"K Long.. Kak Ina balik pg Khamis tuh..kita pergi terus after K Ina sampai.."

Bertuah badan pasal ada yg sayang..ada kakak2 and pakcik2 yg care betul pasal Zar mcm Kak Sida and En Ibrahim..especially bila bab2 suruh balik kg, jaga mak ayah... he he...

yela2..org balikla...Insya-Allah..kalau bertolak by 5.00 a.m pagi tuhs..boleh sampai by 8.30 a.m.. sempat nak hantar abah ke hospital pg tuh... heheh.. betul aku neh..kang ada yg tidur kat katil hospital pg tuh..sambil2 tunggu abah habies fisio...

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saya sgt suka ini lagu..tatau kenapa..tapi sukala....

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when u have it all but....

Hi blogspot.. haha.. lama gila x menulis dah...nak kata sibuk taderla sgt..tapi mmg dalam mood hari jumaat pluss terjangkit mood org selangor bercuti..

harinih makan2 dgn kak semah... borak2 and cerita ttg dunia.. hahah mcm hebbat jer.. tapi reality kehidupan nih mmg x semuanya manis...hidup nih byk2 dugaan and kita kadang2 x jumpa..kat mana takrifan bahagia tuh...

B.A.H.A.G.I.A.. entah ada apa dengan sepatah perkataan nihs.. nak ukur lagu mana pon tatau.. ada org kaya raya tapi x bahagia pon..ada org hidup serba sederhana..tapi asyik semput duit..pon x bahagia juga...then mcmana kita nak tentukan kebahagiaan untuk diri kita?..And paling sedih kdg2 kita rasa kita ada segalanya..tapi bahagia ker?

Na'uzubillah...

Remember when I forget my rumet's bday?? mungkin nampak kecil bg ngkorang..but to me it brought such a huge impact..there's no way I wud miss that day, but it happened...and smlm suddenly my mouth uttered the word 'Alzhiemer'...Na'uzubillah takutnya..takkanla dah ada gaya2 nak kene Alzhiemer kot??? wehhh belum 30 wehh....

so, hari nih baca2 pasal sakit tuh...menurut this article

http://www.alz.org/alzheimers_disease_10_signs_of_alzheimers.asp

10 warning signs of Alzheimer's:

	Memory changes that disrupt daily life
	One of the most common signs of Alzheimer's, especially in the early stages, is forgetting recently learned information. Others include forgetting important dates or events; asking for the same information over and over; relying on memory aides (e.g., reminder notes or electronic devices) or family members for things they used to handle on their own. What's typical? Sometimes forgetting names or appointments, but remembering them later.

	Challenges in planning or solving problems
	Some people may experience changes in their ability to develop and follow a plan or work with numbers. They may have trouble following a familiar recipe or keeping track of monthly bills. They may have difficulty concentrating and take much longer to do things than they did before. What's typical? Making occasional errors when balancing a checkbook.

	Difficulty completing familiar tasks at home, at work or at leisure
	People with Alzheimer's often find it hard to complete daily tasks. Sometimes, people may have trouble driving to a familiar location, managing a budget at work or remembering the rules of a favorite game. What's typical? Occasionally needing help to use the settings on a microwave or to record a television show.

	Confusion with time or place
	People with Alzheimer's can lose track of dates, seasons and the passage of time. They may have trouble understanding something if it is not happening immediately. Sometimes they may forget where they are or how they got there. What's typical? Getting confused about the day of the week but figuring it out later.

	Trouble understanding visual images and spatial relationships
	For some people, having vision problems is a sign of Alzheimer's. They may have difficulty reading, judging distance and determining color or contrast. In terms of perception, they may pass a mirror and think someone else is in the room. They may not realize they are the person in the mirror. What's typical? Vision changes related to cataracts.

	New problems with words in speaking or writing
	People with Alzheimer's may have trouble following or joining a conversation. They may stop in the middle of a conversation and have no idea how to continue or they may repeat themselves. They may struggle with vocabulary, have problems finding the right word or call things by the wrong name (e.g., calling a "watch" a "hand-clock"). What's typical? Sometimes having trouble finding the right word.

	Misplacing things and losing the ability to retrace steps
	A person with Alzheimer's disease may put things in unusual places. They may lose things and be unable to go back over their steps to find them again. Sometimes, they may accuse others of stealing. This may occur more frequently over time. What's typical? Misplacing things from time to time, such as a pair of glasses or the remote control.

	Decreased or poor judgment
	People with Alzheimer's may experience changes in judgment or decision-making. For example, they may use poor judgment when dealing with money, giving large amounts to telemarketers. They may pay less attention to grooming or keeping themselves clean. What's typical? Making a bad decision once in a while.

	Withdrawal from work or social activities
	A person with Alzheimer's may start to remove themselves from hobbies, social activities, work projects or sports. They may have trouble keeping up with a favorite sports team or remembering how to complete a favorite hobby. They may also avoid being social because of the changes they have experienced. What's typical? Sometimes feeling weary of work, family and social obligations.

	Changes in mood and personality
	The mood and personalities of people with Alzheimer's can change. They can become confused, suspicious, depressed, fearful or anxious. They may be easily upset at home, at work, with friends or in places where they are out of their comfort zone. What's typical? Developing very specific ways of doing things and becoming irritable when a routine is disrupted.

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The difference between Alzheimer's and typical age-related changes

Signs of Alzheimer's	Typical age-related changes
Poor judgment and decision making	Making a bad decision once in a while
Inability to manage a budget	Missing a monthly payment
Losing track of the date or the season	Forgetting which day it is and remembering later
Difficulty having a conversation	Sometimes forgetting which word to use
Misplacing things and being unable to retrace steps to find them	Losing things from time to time

Fuhhhh...nasib baik dier ada tulis comparison between Alzhiemer and typical age-related changes...kalau tak, confirm ada org pg jumpa dr pakar dah isnin nih..nak check kepala...wohh rupanya what I experienced is maybe a typical age-related changes...

Dan..kerana tahun nih hidupku mmg agak tidak x teratur dengan pelbagai activity tambahan..wokeyhs fair enough..kene try settlekan diri balik nampaknya.. :)

Prolonged Fever...

Huh..it has been my 4th day of feverness (err ada ker perkataan neh?)..2 hari amik MC, semalam stay kat umah..and today maila opis..tp masih lg with my coughing and nose block..baju dah berlapis2 dah nihs..tp masih x dpt nak menyelamatkan aku dari kesejukan opis...and skrg pulaks dlm mood lalok..after makan ubat pg td..zzZZZZZzzzz...rasa mcm nak balik umah jerr...have another round of day sleep...(cheh..pemalas!!)

p/s: kalau mcm nih terus..there goes of weekend plan..bukit tinggi??? wohh bisakah?..

Shahbe's convo...

Last Saturday yg indah...indah?? indah haper...panas aderla..wahahha..guwa seorang diri menunggu Shahbe di luar dewan..igt geng2 MMU ada gaks..rupanya2 mereka menghantar student netball team kat Dengkil..xperrr...demi Shahbe ku gagahkan juwa (jua vs jiwa)...

Pelih sudah mengalir laju dek kehangantan mentari..jam pulak bukan main laju bergerak...mana Shahbe nihs..kul 2 dah nak kene sampai kat Puchong..che' ada urusan penting untuk di lunaskan..dan akhirnya by 1.00 p.m pintu dewan terbuka...waduhh sket punya ramai budak keluar..yg mana satu Shahbe nihs..robe warna apa eks? topi lain ker? aper ker?..sabar yo lah...

Nasib baik jumpo..kot dak den tinggal yo Cik Kuning tuh kat tepi dewan...he he Congrat Shahbe!! ...jumpa mak n adek dier jer..yg lain ada kat umah kata dier..wohh anyway...I met Mdm Moleykutty George..haha one of my lecturers..she had finised her PhD....wahhhh n I think she looked prettier...woohh..not more that I am..he he

Itu Cik Kuning..

p/s: ptg tuh..I finally managed to sign my load agreement..n finish off the downpayment...

Life goes on..

Alhamdulillah...netball yg memerah keringat sejak 2 bulan lepas dah abies..we got 2nd place in KaSTel (Karnival Sukan Telekom)..kalah to Ibu Pejabat team..haha.. xperla..okla tuh..yg peting the outing was fun towards the end..don't let me elaborate on the beginning..it was disaster..

haha..mcm2 hal..but one thing I do learn through out the experience..nak main netball ni bukan stkt skill n stamina jer..banyak lagi bende lain nak kene pk..especially 'kesefahaman' in one team..yerla mcmana nak main sama2 kalau x boleh click dgn baik..sampai dalam hal memilih baju mana nak pakai pon boleh nak buat gaduh..hmm..mcm tuh punya penting kesefahaman nih rupanya...dan sgt penting bergaul dengan kawan2 yg sekepala..kalau nak get along dlm sukan pon dah susah..ntah mcmana nak get along dlm rumahtangga agaknya..kene byk berkorban dan bertolak ansur..hmm..wonder if I wud be ready for that..

So that't it..rasa x join KaSTel dah kot next year..gerun nak jumpa kerenah2 org..lainla kalau geng2 yg sekepala..lagipon.."I wud be pregnant by then !"..hahah

Missing all the team members..errr...those one to be missed only I mean... :p

P/S: Hehe...I was never proud of the medal..until I found out Taker didn't get through to the Final for voleyball..hahahha...rasa nak display medal tuh kat Opis jer.not on my table..but his...damn...I was cruel..tuh aa..mengata org lagiks..